I fear your return my love
for it will truly break me.
All the ideals I hold with pride
will die away just as you breathe.

Sweeter than holy nectar, you are.
Gentle as spring water, were you;
The spectacle of your brilliance I admit
was my final undoing.

The powers that be, did not feel the need for liberation
but shackled my thighs with betraying thoughts of grandeur.
The spirits of freedom and individuality finally decided
that my soul was expendable

You chased me through the murky thoughts; you cleared a single path,
you lined it with good promises, you swore that it would stay.
You told me what I wanted to know, you cursed my depression,
the dark clouds blasted away and all I could say was "I forgive you."

I sang with such sorrow and
you ripped away
my voice. I let you change it
into the breathless lark of this world.

When you left I screamed of the crime, teasing me with you heart and face;
When you came back my mind was confused and shut down.
Lost in a sea relations, the time of loneliness forever departing and
your scent found me and lead me to the small boat you made.

But as I amble like a young doe, I feel so nave, weak and humble,
you point a rose colored rifle at my steely beating heart.

Why is it so amazing?

I gave up again but,
received an unprecedented award.
Nobody gets the feeling I get
when everything but my heart is taken from me.